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[img]eek.gif[/img] ..omg.. [img]eek.gif[/img] ..when i read that..i wondered if i had been lost in space..cuz i registered in ..june or july of 2001..thats the first time i ever posted..and no one but Mel had a board i dont think ..

OH..TJ..your a dick..*L..but i do love ya so..*shakes my head*

mel needs sex...

Let me clarify one thing.. its not that i can't understand even on some emotional level how deep some of these relationships can seem to be. I didnt mean to imply it was nothing.

But i think there's two sides to everything.. and if it wasn't right for a person he/she does what they have to. Calling someone a jerk and having everyone else say what a jerk etc doesn't help. If he is that bad then by what you wrote on that other board he'd be getting off on big time. you're showing him he was such an important person.. and your friends by "supporting" you.. are really helping you wallow in it instead of saying. FUCK so and so.. see it for what it is.. see it as decisions you BOTH made. you're not the victim he's not the predator. its easier to move on when you dont accept it as just another instance where you were hurt for loving too much.

this could be about one person or many many here.. whatever.. its just shit i typed.. take it or ignore it like everyone else will.

midterms suck too

errrrrr wait a sec...what does FOAD hafta do with this anyhow? and does it matter who had a board first or second or third? or who brought people here or why or when? this isnt a proving ground, its not a pissing contest. whats the point? i got a board mels got a board blaze and chloe have a board, hell Cletus in his trailor probably has a board with his Jerry Springer highlights on it. la de da. couldnt give two left nuts about it. this whole thing seems way too teritorial. Rot your entitled to an opinion but it didnt look like Chloe and Blaze provoked you in any way. i dont get it ya know. why so personal? i mean sure im not a good guy. i cuss alot of people, but id think to think i do it with a reason at least. ya lost me this time ya know.

spirit does everyone have to see your point or is it enough you do?

i have my own logic.. right or wrong its mine. most people still talking to me do so not because im always right. or ever right.. its cus they dont know any better.

yeah i have midterms this semester too...and they do suck...but getting a grad degree...doesnt!

ROTten im gonna give you one thing..

putting things out there...gives the other person...or issue or whathave you... it gives them importance..and value

and yeah..wallowing is soo good sometimes...for closure..or forgetting..some people spark up..others put their fists thru walls...others vent... here or in a journal... to each their own... (personally...im chemical free..and the wall really hurts....but windows hurt more..ask blazey.ive tried both)... so i vent...

its all cool lil mollusk... you can have your opinion


*grumbles about shit like he does...n walks off in a daze*

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size=2 face="comic sans">quote:</font><table border="0" width="90%" bgcolor="#333333" cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0"><tr><td width="100%"><table border="0" width="100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" bgcolor="#FF9900"><tr><td width="100%" bgcolor="#7400B3"><font size=2 face="comic sans">Originally posted by rotten:

i have my own logic.. right or wrong its mine. most people still talking to me do so not because im always right. or ever right.. its cus they dont know any better.</font></td></tr></table></td></tr></table></BLOCKQUOTE>


AMEN BROTHER!


omg that was the funniest thing ive heard..lately *L

btw meant to say foad-like..a personality type. kinda refering to those who stand up to obvious agression and a "rude asshole" such as myself to excuse the ones that are more subtle and more damaging but know when to say i love you and show their soft side.

anyway im out for the night.. have fun

love you

id be delusional to expect everyone to understand my point. yet expressing my point reguardless of who gets it and who doesnt is just my style. ya know me Rot, if people agree with me then fine, more power to them. if they dont then cool to each their own. its when you step on my opinion that i get nasty. and im more than aware you have your own logic, thats your right. you and i havent always seen eye to eye but we get around it. neither of us really truly care if the other one likes us or not. you know it i know it too. i asked a simple question. i wanted to know the point. wanted to know why it seemed personal to you. its your logic i just wanted it explained. seems pretty empty if you cant back it up....oh well thats just my opinion. *shrugs*

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